Archive | August 2023

True Story: In Which David goes in Search of Good Christian Sex

NOTE: I originally wrote this piece in 2017. I just discovered today that I never posted it to my blog. Apparently six years ago I was a bit of a prude. Not anymore. 🙂

True Story: In Which David goes in Search of Good Christian Sex
David R. Weiss, April 18, 2017

This is the truth, I swear.

So today I finished work a little early, and I thought to myself, maybe I have time to pick up Good Christian Sex* on my way home. I swung by the Mall of America (because my internet search told me I could find Good Christian Sex there). I was a little nervous, because even as I walked into the Barnes and Noble store, I had no idea where exactly to look for Good Christian Sex. (Is there an aisle for that?) Not to worry, because Allison (not her real name), a bright smiling sales associate, approached me and inquired in her most helpful tone, “What can I help you find today?”

(Clipped image from the cover of the book)

“Well, this is going to get awkward real quick, but it won’t last long,” I replied. She looked mildly confused but entirely undaunted, “Okay, let’s get it over with then. What are you looking for?”

“I’m here looking for Good Christian Sex,” I stammered. Then added quickly, lest she mistake my intentions, “It’s a book.” (This was probably unnecessary since (a) I didn’t even know if she was Christian; (b) people are currently questioning my Christianity; and (c) I’m very happily married to Margaret. But just to be safe, I decided to make clarity my best friend.)

“Well, let’s just step over here—you stand right there.” She was pointing to my side of the info desk counter. After a short search of her own, she announced, “Found it! By McCleneghan. I see, an Irish author—that explains it.” I wasn’t sure what that explained, but when she came around and beckoned, “Just come with me. We should find Good Christian Sex right over here,” I followed with hopeful anticipation.

It was not so easy. We looked under M, which phonetically makes sense if you’re thinking about Good Christian Sex. “Mmmmmmmmmm,” I found myself thinking as I watched her fingers trace each spine, but there was no Good Christian Sex to be had among any of the M authors. Apparently a prudish lot.

Nevertheless, by now Allison was determined; she got out her phone, explaining, “I’m just going to call downstairs. It might be that we can find Good Christian Sex for you down in the basement.” I thought about that—and about the assorted many-legged critters in our basement. I was doubtful that any sex, Christian or otherwise, would be Good down there, but, keeping an open mind, I told myself to be willing to entertain all options.

Meanwhile I kept scanning the aisle. I could Have a New Sex Life by Friday, but that wasn’t quite what I was looking for. I saw Marry Him and Be Submissive, but it was too late for that; Margaret had—and then hadn’t. And anyway, I was really just looking for Good Christian Sex. But nope. Couldn’t find it, not even in the basement. Allison, who by now was relentless in her efforts to satisfy me, offered to order it. “No thanks.” It wasn’t just about immediate gratification, but, if I’m honest, there I was—in the aisle seeking Good Christian Sex, right now—and it just wasn’t going to happen today. Oh well.

And then, just as I was ready to let my hope expire—seriously, I am not making this up—Allison went to her knees. My eyes widened. “Oh my gosh,” (her words, not mine) she said beaming up at me, “Here’s your Good Christian Sex!” And sure enough there it was, lying sideways on the bottom shelf, as if hiding among the XYZ authors out of embarrassment.

And that was that. As we parted ways she smiled one last time, “I’m sure glad we didn’t give up!” “Me, too,” I replied—already replaying in my mind the almost surreal series of events that had just put Good Christian Sex in my hands.

When I got to the checkout, there was a bit of a line. So I had a moment to compose myself before needing to actually buy Good Christian Sex. Which made me feel immediately cheap, until I reminded myself that this transaction of Good Christian Sex would indeed be a business expense. Anyway, after a minute or two of waiting, another register opened up, and I heard, “I can take whoever’s next.” Allison’s voice.

Well, at least she already knew what I was buying. “And are you a Barnes and Noble member?” “Yes I am. I even have a coupon.” “Oh, you’re really getting lucky today!” I could have agreed, “Why, yes I am,” but Tuesdays are my long day. Juggling two jobs, I work straight through from 7:30 a.m. until 9:30 p.m. and I rarely have the energy left for any ‘getting lucky’ on a Tuesday!” but since she seemed so certain about my chances, I simply nodded. And, of course, you just never know …

My eyes were still twinkling with amusement as I left the store.

*Good Christian Sex: Why Chastity Isn’t the Only Option-And Other Things the Bible Says About Sex is by Bromleigh McClenaghan (HarperOne, 2016) is currently a popular book among campus ministry professionals. I picked it up today to read in preparation for a retreat I’ll be leading next year (2018).

DISCLAIMER: This is entirely a true tale! Except for finessing a bit of the dialogue (and not even all that much of that!) this was my experience earlier today. Wow. Just wow.

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David Weiss is a theologian, writer, poet and hymnist, “writing into the whirlwind” of contemporary challenges, joys, and sorrows around climate crisis, sexuality, justice, peace, and family. Reach him at drw59mn@gmail.com. Read more at www.davidrweiss.com where he blogs under the theme, “Full Frontal Faith: Erring on the Edge of Honest.” Support him in Writing into the Whirlwind at www.patreon.com/fullfrontalfaith.

We, we, WE!—all the way home

We, we, WE!—all the way home
David R. Weiss – August 25, 2023

I often read “at a crossroads”—turning pages in multiple books over the same days. The texts tease and entwine, occasionally taunt and entangle. Argue and affirm. Chorus or cacophony? Usually both.

Gil Rendle’s new book, Countercultural: Subversive Resistance and the Neighborhood Congregation (Rowman & Littlefield, 2023), is as evocative as it is underwhelming. Which, I suppose, explains both my excitement in turning the first page and my deflated relief in reaching the final page. I was excited because his basic project—fostering countercultural subversive resistance in local communities of faith and goodwill—is also my project. I suppose I was deflated for the same reasons. I wanted—needed—more than he could offer. And I knew this, not least, because of my company at the crossroads.

Charles Eisenstein’s Sacred Economics: Money, Gift, and Society in the Age of Transition (North Atlantic Books, 2021 rev., orig. 2011) makes the case for how money has become misshapen and now misshapes us—while holding out hope that it might be otherwise. The writing is alternately insightful and opaque (I am lost in the economic theory), clear-eyed and naïve (a word I used advisedly because Eisenstein’s knowledge so clearly outstrips mine, but my gut tells me knowledge alone doesn’t get the final word). Were I not reading it in a book group, I would set it aside. Nonetheless, I am mulling money with extra attention these days.

Bill McGuire’s Hothouse Earth: An Inhabitant’s Guide (Icon Books, 2022) trades the relative comfort of opaque writing for a plainspoken heartbreaking travelogue of climate breakdown. I’ve read several dozen books on the ecological crisis—climate often gets centerstage as if to distract us from the multiple drivers of calamity that dance at the edge of our vision. McGuire—now Professor Emeritus of Geophysical and Climate Hazards(!) at University College London—has a wide-angle awareness of what’s coming our way. Hothouse makes for grim reading, and yet when the truth is so damn grim, there’s something to be said for low-key clarity.

Finally, Sophie Strand’s just-published novel, The Madonna Secret (Bear & Company, 2023), is an altogether different animal. Not quite historical fiction, the story peers into a hidden past seeking a person (Mary Magdalene) whose life and truth can only be fully excavated by imagination. Strand’s writing is loosely informed by scholarship; I say “loosely” not in judgment but in recognition that her commitments run elsewhere than the academy. A nature-mystic herself, she is determined to “recover” these impulses in both Mary (Miriam in her book) and Jesus (Yeshua). If she needs to go beyond the reach or between the lines of scholarship to do so, she does, with luminous self-assurance.

Strand’s book has the least to do with Rendle’s “church-help” text—on the surface. But these past days at the crossroads, hers is the voice that has been most alluring. Hers the pages I most eagerly turn to. Hers the writing that challenges me: find that pulse, shape those words, carry that tune. Hers the tale that feeds my soul.

So, from this crossroads, a few thoughts on Countercultural: Subversive Resistance and the Neighborhood Congregation. Rendle is an ordained United Methodist minister whose work as author and congregational consultant is abetted by years in parish ministry and a PhD in organizational and group dynamics. Here he is writing to the church at large, though hoping his words are heard—and held—by individual congregations.

His over-arching thesis—with which I agree—is that we (society-at-large, church denominations and religious traditions on the whole, and individual faith communities in particular) are on the cusp of a great cultural shift—a “hinge” moment, he says. And the choices we make in this moment matter. Immensely. Yes. And yet, I found his whole book oddly off-point. Despite the aspirations declared in his title, he doesn’t go (anywhere near) far enough in his text. As my title counters, it’s “We, we, WE!—all the way home,” and Rendle never gets there.

In developing his thesis he follows the work of generational sociologists who chart the course of unfolding (Western—this is crucial) cultures through “oscillating cycles”: an unending series of “course corrections”—recalibrating social values and cultural expressions from one pole (too much “WE”) to the other pole (too much “I”). From this vantage point, the 1950’s are an apex of WE values and expressions, with the turbulent 60’s and 70’s marking the start of a “course correction,” culminating in recent decades in an excessive I-culture, driven by individually-focused values and expressions. Which means we’re ready to turn back toward the WE pole over the next 60-70 years.

This perspective does offer some insight. It helps explain why church membership and social influence peaked in the post-war years, riding a larger cultural crest. Churches thrive in strong WE cultures—and understandably struggle (in declining membership and in a faltering social voice) in eras where individualism is at the fore. Based on this reading of cultural cycles, Rendle’s book is a rallying cry to congregations: Your (next) moment is coming. Be ready to seize the day!

For Rendle, this involves helping curate and cultivate the renewal of public space and the common good. This work is at the heart of the church’s role as one carrier of society’s moral wisdom (a role it shares with other cultural institutions), and it requires creativity and careful attention to context. The congregation of the 2020’s cannot (dare not) use the congregation of the 1950’s as its model of success. The world has changed, both globally and locally. So how churches carry forward the common good/ morality held (for them) by the gospel must be creatively responsive to this hinge moment and not limited by images of a heyday that will never be again. (Whatever heyday might be coming, will look very different than what was in the past.)

By calling on churches to be “countercultural” and practice “subversive resistance,” then, Rendle is encouraging them to become “early adopters” of the coming WE cycle. Anticipating the (inevitable) swing of the pendulum, they can subversively resist the (soon to be waning) I-culture and lead the way counterculturally back toward a WE era. This is all fine stuff. But is it truly countercultural when churches are merely among the first to jump on the next cultural bandwagon? Or really subversive resistance when you already “know” the present cultural era is fading away anyway? That seems a bit like choosing to “resist” daytime when the clock tells you twilight is just around the corner.

But my biggest disappointment with Countercultural is its failure to reckon the utter dysfunction of Western culture as a whole, which leaves much of his “inside advice” sorely beside the point. If Western culture has been unfolding in an oscillating cycle between “WE” and “I,” the much larger context is one that sets the whole of humanity as an “anthropocentric-I” over against the rest of nature. For several thousand years now, the dominant Western patriarchal viewpoint, echoed in all too many of the world’s religious traditions, has helped imagine humanity as distinct from nature, failing to recognize (and relish!) that humanity ONLY is within nature, as part of an interwoven ecosystem of living relationships.

From this perspective, the whole series of oscillations between “WE” and “I” have been mere variations on a singular Western theme: exploit, extract, consume, discard, lay waste to the world. Sometimes we’ve pursued ecocide more gleefully united; at others we’ve done so with individual desires at the helm. But our consistent failure to embrace the truth of “We, we, WE … all the way home”—that is, all the way home to Earth’s ecology—that failure goes unchallenged in Rendle’s book.

It’s a devastating omission because short of being truly and daringly countercultural to this Western motif of human separateness, and short of being subversively resistant to the current capitalist project of planetary destruction, the next WE cycle is going to culminate in … extinction. Research suggests these cycles run about 70 years from one pole to next. But if we go another 70 years without entirely rejecting human separateness and capitalism, we will not be around to oscillate another time.

Bluntly, Rendle’s entire project sits on top of a cosmic-theological-ecological-existential lie that goes unaddressed. He does acknowledge climate issues here and there as being among the pressing challenges of the moment. But he doesn’t begin to grasp the extent to which climate breakdown and socio-ecological collapse are THE defining challenges of this era. Is that too harsh a critique? Sadly not. Indeed, climate breakdown and socio-ecological collapse are now THE defining challenges of human history. Unmet, they will usher in the END of human history.

To be fair, Countercultural does carry some important insights—insofar as they’re reframed within the context of faith/human communities’ responding to socio-ecological collapse. (I’ll mention four of them.) But Rendle never connects these dots himself. And from where I sit—at the crossroads—it’s hard to credit any future-oriented church-help book that does not accord the challenges of climate/collapse the central place they will hold in ALLpursuits of meaning and morality in the next generation.

1. So, for instance, this is surely a moment in which congregations (and other faith/human communities of committed goodwill) must speak truth and embody the truth they speak in their communal lives today. After decades of rising individualism, it has been easy for churches to despair of having a vital place in public space. Now, fortuitously, the oscillation of cultural values appears likely to offer churches a new window of opportunity. No one—neither church nor wider society—can afford for that opportunity to be missed. But to seize this day in a way that truly matters will mean something far more countercultural and subversive than Rendle describes.

2. Similarly, when he calls out anomie (from the Greek: to be without shared norms or morals) as the “spirit of the I-era,” he completely overlooks how climate/collapse will interact with this. Yes, the apex of our cultural swing toward individualism has been evident in the anomie of fraying of social safety networks, rising xenophobia, and the sense of freedom to fashion as “truth” whatever suits us. However, even as the pendulum may well be ready to swing back to a stronger sense of shared values and a re-blossoming of the common good (as it has in every previous cycle), this current hinge moment is going to be seriously destabilized—maybe entirely undone—by the twin forces of climate and collapse.

Chaos supercharges anomie, and human driven climate breakdown—now unleashed with a fury and an inertia wholly beyond our control—will threaten to maintain anomie in the decades to come. This makes for an extremely fraught moment. A return to—indeed a cosmic-ecological deepening of—WE-ness is our only hope to weather the coming storm. And yet the conditions of the storm itself (more than in ANY previous era) will be allied with anomie and work against WE-ness. Especially so long as WE-ness remains (as it does throughout Countercultural) rhetorical sleight-of-hand for an Anthropocentric-I.

3. We often think of morality as a set of principles by which we gauge dilemmas and reason our way to right choices and good deeds. Rendle argues—and I agree—that moral compasses and the overarching human hunger for meaning in our lives that animate them are most often story-bound: held by narratives that live in our imaginations. He’s also right that new moments (hinge moments, in particular) call for new stories. Sometimes they simply recast ancient wisdom for the mindset/heartset of a new era. But sometimes they need to re-true tales and themes that no longer work for the common good.

Many religious stories carry themes of humanity set above or apart from the rest of nature (as well as stories of dominion, patriarchy, and all manner of xenophobia). Such stories, beginning long ago, paved the path that now carries us faster and faster toward an existential cliff. So, we desperately need new stories. Tales creatively and warmly spun to carry truths that can take root in the imagination, that place where heart and mind touch. Tales that speak of the deep connection between all things that are. A connection that is life-giving, ennobling, humbling all at once. The science (both hard and soft, that explores the webs in which we live) is dense, but the stories must reach for a “simplicity on the far side of complexity,” as Rendle names it.

My children’s book, When God Was a Little Girl, is one such story. Simple, but deep and evocative in its reach toward a more diversity-embracing, Earth-honoring cosmology. The Madonna Secret is another. Regardless of how much objective history it echoes, the story it tells is of human holiness that is wholly Earth-held. Even Eisenstein’s often opaque book directly addresses and critiques what he calls “The Story of Money,” “The Story of Separation,” and the “Story of People,” insisting that if we wish to live in new ways, we must fashion new stories in which to live. And Hothouse Earth is, in many ways, a field guide for the future that is being written by the dysfunctional stories (cosmological, ecological, economic, and more) that have been the dominant theme of both the WE- and I-poles of Western uncivilization.

Stories—sacred and simple—are the infrastructure of human existence. The stories we need today must run countercultural and subversive in ways deeper than Rendle seems to grasp. And—they must be “hardened” (wizened?) to hold against (or bend with) the seismic shifts of collapse.

4. Rendle zeroes in on the neighborhood as the space where congregations must do their best work. While acknowledging that “community” takes many forms (and will continue to do so, especially in a digital age), he is nevertheless persuaded that it is the neighborhood—embodied and shared space, materially inhabited by real people and woven of real relationships, the radically local sphere—where WE-ness will re-emerge. And thus, this is where congregations should invest their best energies, try out their most vibrant visions, learn their biggest lessons.

I agree, though with two important notes. First, the local is also where collapse will finally hit home. Yes, it is already hitting hard; we catch the images and can read the news of other lands, other states, other communities, other homes undone by climate disasters. But, whether by full-on disaster right here or by the slower unraveling of supply chains, when collapse reshapes the way we live in our homes, in our neighborhoods—that’s when it becomes real to us. Thus, the WE-ness congregations sow in neighborhoods—the experiments in living they undertake—ought aim to vividly anticipate the stresses neighborhoods will bear in collapse, forming practical networks of care to meet these stresses … as well as postures of mutual flexibility to meet other stresses we can’t yet anticipate.

Second, the only WE-ness able to ground a truly common good is one that reaches all the way to the ground. To the dirt beneath our feet—in our neighborhood. The radically local WE-ness congregations bear witness to must include the very local (and often very unknown-to-us) ecology of where we live. Our neighbors must include the plants and animals, the ground and air, the watersheds and geological history of our place. Complex? Yes! But these relationships used to be intimately well-known; these diverse and deeply interdependent neighbors used to be held as our kin. Unless we reclaim that kinship, any (merely human) WE-ness recovered will be far too little. And far too late.

Okay, that’s enough. Perhaps the merit of Countercultural (for me at least) was in its ability to provoke often irritated rejoinders. Discontented that Rendle’s context seems too small and that his project—audacious in its own way—lacks the audacity demanded by the day, he nevertheless drew me—and my literary companions at the crossroads—into conversation. Compelling me to clarify my own thinking … for my own project … for the days to come … for all of us. And reaffirming my intuition that the WE that matters most of all is the one that runs “all the way home,” linking us from the ground up, to Earth and all that is.

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David Weiss is a theologian, writer, poet and hymnist, “writing into the whirlwind” of contemporary challenges, joys, and sorrows around climate crisis, sexuality, justice, peace, and family. Reach him at drw59mn@gmail.com. Read more at www.davidrweiss.com where he blogs under the theme, “Full Frontal Faith: Erring on the Edge of Honest.” Support him in Writing into the Whirlwind at www.patreon.com/fullfrontalfaith.

I am . . . Writing into the Whirlwind

I am . . . Writing into the Whirlwind
David R. Weiss – August 11, 2023

Hello, friends,

It’s August and I’m asking. (For your support.)

Since 2019, when I began blogging in earnest, I’ve posted nearly 250 essays, poems, presentations, and more to my blog—over 300,000 words.

This is my “job,” so to speak. I read, reflect, and write on a wide variety of issues, both personal and political. I am especially committed to thinking publicly about the coming challenges of climate breakdown and the related socio-political repercussions. Most especially, how we meet those challenges in ways that preserve our humanity.

This is my life’s work. And I will undertake it with increased focus in the months and years ahead. Over the past year I’ve set aside almost all my other work and volunteer commitments to place my first and best energy here, animating my gifts for the common good.

I believe my work has real value to others. To you. And to your loved ones.

So, I’m seeking your support to make my work sustainable. If you’ve subscribed to my blog, I hope you might be glad to support my work on Patreon.

Seriously. For as little as $2/month (or as much as $26+/month, or any amount in between!), you can help fund the most important work I’ll do in my life. And I’ll be most grateful!

Whether or not you choose to support me financially, please keep reading my work. I am committed to writing into the whirlwind, and I’m hoping you’ll choose to be part of that conversation.

Now, here’s the pitch:

The Short Sweet Ask

We’re headed for tough times, what with climate crisis and all. Indeed, a whirlwind of change is coming our way. I believe I can write words that offer insight, wisdom, and and grace even as the whirlwind approaches. I’d love to have your support … while I write into the whirlwind. Thanks! (You can sign up right here.)

The Whole Deal

I launched this Patreon in 2019 under the heading “Creating Community-Supported Theology.” In some ways, I’m still doing that. But having written over 300,000 words and almost 250 posts since then, I’m clearer about the scope of my work even as I invite your support.

Writing. It’s become clear that “theology” is too small a word for what I’m doing. In a couple of ways.

First, my love of crafting words runs so deep that I often find myself simply writing because it is how I move through life. Personal anecdotes. Social-political commentary. Family stories. Whimsical reflections. True, my training in Christian theology and Christian ethics has deeply shaped the way I view the world. So, whether I use “god-language” or not, most of my writing does reflect on life from the perspective of sacred values, ethical principles, and ultimate concerns. But my deepest instinctive impulse is simply to make words sing: with joy or anger, sorrow or cheer, insight or critique. The words, lovingly crafted, come first. And last. Sometimes God is named in the words, although my own thinking about God has evolved so much over the years (beginning well before 2019), that even when I refer to God, it’s almost certainly NOT the notion of God that either you or I grew up with. So “theology” is too small a word.

But there’s a second reason, driven by truths more tumultuous than I wish. I’ll come back to that. First …

The Whirlwind. I spent all of 2019 blogging weekly at the intersection of Christian Faith and Climate Crisis. At the time I understood my vocation (my sense of calling/purpose; my recognition of the place where my deep gifts and passion meet the world’s deep needs) as helping to rouse the church to a faithful response to the climate crisis. That work was modestly successful. I wrote some really insightful pieces: essays, sermons, devotions, hymns, worship resources. I gave some powerful presentations.

However, since I started this work, something has shifted. Decisively so. For me and for Earth.

I’m now convinced that catastrophic breakdown of our climate is inevitable. Add to that: ecological, social, and political breakdown as well. We are not “facing” an existential crisis; we are engulfed in one already well underway. And while it may be another decade or two before the full repercussions begin to upend our lives, other lives, communities, ecosystems around the world are already being upended. Collapse of the ecological world that has allowed us to flourish has begun, and with it, the collapse of human society as we have known it.

Truly, a whirlwind is coming. For us. Today “faithful response” means surrendering the notion of hope and bracing ourselves for catastrophic changes that will come to our world. Holding out hope for somehow making a smooth (or even bumpy) transition away from fossil fuel is now a mirage that only drains away energy and resolve that are needed for more pressing tasks. Yes, we must absolutely get ourselves off fossil fuel as quickly as possible—just as we must drastically lower our consumption of the planet’s resources. Such steps will lessen the strength of the whirlwind and the magnitude of suffering. But they will not avert it.

Is it all doom and gloom? Far from it! There remains MUCH for us to do. But our real work begins with an honest reckoning. And deep anguish. But not despair. Rather, when I say “bracing ourselves” I mean recognizing grief and lament, gratitude and awe, compassion and empathy, resistance and solidarity as the defining features of a soulful humanity that chooses integrity … as the world unravels. A choice that will be the exception rather than the norm. Fostering these features of a soulful humanity in earnest—as though our lives depend on it—will be quintessential for navigating the whirlwind. Far from “doom and gloom,” this work will be about deepening our humanity—our capacity for connection—like never before.

Writing into the Whirlwind. This shift in perspective—the inescapable sense of an inevitable and imminent whirlwind that will leave our world in tatters—brings me back to the second reason “theology” can no longer capture the thrust of my writing. My writing can no longer be content to imagine Christians or churches as my primary audience. Time is so short, and the stakes are so high, my message must now be aimed first and foremost to those I hold most dear: my family. Few of my children or grandchildren are engaged in Christianity. As I explore in Giving Up on Church for my Children, the words I have written over the past four years—no matter their urgent eloquence—have largely missed those who matter most to me.

My vocation moving forward is to write—relentlessly and lovingly—into this whirlwind. We each have a “superpower” of sorts. A gift/skill/passion that can be offered up to the whole human community to support its well-being within the larger community of creation. Mine is words. And so, I will write about life, in all its richness (not only, but not least, the ecological unraveling that is upon us), seeking to foster in myself and in my readers grief and lament, gratitude and awe, compassion and empathy, resistance and solidarity. This is my work.

I hope you’ll choose to be part of the conversation: reading along, reflecting with, and commenting on my writing. I’ll be especially grateful if you choose also to be part of the community that financially supports my work. (You can sign up right here.)

Community Supported Writing. For a decade now my wife and I have participated in a CSA: community supported agriculture. We “invest” in a nearby farm early in the spring, long before any produce is available. But come June through November we get a weekly box of garden fresh produce … whatever is in season, whatever the interaction of sun, soil, rain, (and storm, hail, insects) provides. We help underwrite the farm’s independence; we make it possible for them to stay small, organic, local, nurturing of the earth they farm. (And we get a weekly bouquet of fresh cut flowers as well—nourishing ourselves not only with vegetables but also with beauty!)

Community Supported Writing is a similar idea. Rather than being beholden to “the market”—chasing after popular appeal, I want to gather support from a community of those who appreciate my work and want to engage with it in the days ahead. This way I can focus on attending to the inner voices that stir in me and let that energy flow through my words. No doubt you’ll find plenty of familiar treasures in my writing (after all, we’re both participants in the shared experience of life), but just as with a CSA box of produce, I expect to offer you an occasional surprise as well …

Some of which may unsettle you. Sorry/not sorry. This is “community-supported” writing, but the writer is ME, and my thinking and writing may well unsettle both of us at times. Still, I hope you’ll hang in there with your support for the overall arc of my work, which is to offer writing that contemplates the wonder-beauty-tragedy of life itself and that promotes the flourishing of the human spirit in what promise to be very challenging times.

How it Works: Pledging in a Gift Economy. Patreon collects the monthly pledges you make (billed directly to a credit card you place on file), bundles them together, and pays the total to me each month to support my work. In this way, a mini-multitude of small consistent monthly gifts become a (modest but) steady stream of income to allow me to focus more and more on listening, thinking, and writing. Patreon doesn’t take one-time gifts because its aim is to provide steady income (even at a limited level) for creators—that’s me. However, Patreon now accepts annual pledges, in which case your credit card is only charged once per year. (They calculate an annual pledge as 12 times the monthly tier you choose—and then give you an 8% discount, as a thanks for paying for an entire year up front.) (You can sign up right here.)

Most “creators” on Patreon use a transactional model: the more you pledge, the more rewards you get (usually more access to the things they produces). However, I choose to operate on a GIFT basis. I do this partly for sacred/spiritual reasons: along with many of the great spiritual teachers, I believe the universe operates on grace. But also for very material class reasons: I don’t want the person struggling to make ends meet who still pledges $2/month to get any less access to my work than the person able to pledge $20/month. So, whatever level you pledge at, you’re all in. Period.

Moreover, as a writer dedicated to the public good, I’m determined to think out loud in the town square (which is usually my blog, but occasionally a physical place where I’m speaking). My blog will remain free and accessible to anyone whether they pledge or not. But the freedom of my work depends on people being willing to pledge. To borrow a Minnesota Public Radio pledge line, through Patreon you make me happen. Every dollar of support helps enable me to write into the whirlwind.

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David Weiss is a theologian, writer, poet and hymnist, “writing into the whirlwind” of contemporary challenges, joys, and sorrows around climate crisis, sexuality, justice, peace, and family. Reach him at drw59mn@gmail.com. Read more at www.davidrweiss.com where he blogs under the theme, “Full Frontal Faith: Erring on the Edge of Honest.” Support him in Writing into the Whirlwind at: www.patreon.com/fullfrontalfaith.

The Train Tracks of the Moral Universe

The Train Tracks of the Moral Universe
David R. Weiss – August 8, 2023

“The arc of the moral universe is long, but it bends toward justice.” Martin Luther King, Jr.’s famous declaration was on my mind as we marched along the boulevard that carries his name just past the grassy lawn in front of the Minnesota State Capital.

Moments earlier we were gathered in a circle on that grassy lawn, summoned by Philip Vance’s cry for justice—for freedom. Philip has spent twenty years imprisoned for a murder he had nothing to do with. Convicted in an absence of physical evidence, based solely on the (now recanted) testimony of multiple jailhouse informants and the work of a corrupt (and since disbanded) police gang unit, Philip has unwaveringly asserted his innocence. (Read a fuller account of his story here.)

Two years ago, Philip was hopeful that the newly launched Minnesota Conviction Review Unit would finally open a pathway to the truth. He has been sorely disappointed. Perhaps betrayed is the better word. The Unit is so underfunded and understaffed, that its soaring rhetoric seems to mock the magnitude of injustice—of real human lives—waiting to be addressed. Worse, the Unit appears to be seeded with skepticism from the start—as though its goal is not so much to recognize wrongs and right them, but to defend those wrongs from ever being righted.

Although it was Philip’s innocence—in fact, Philip’s urging—that brought us together on Tuesday afternoon, he wasn’t alone in the circle formed by the couple dozen of us who’d gathered. We heard Philip’s daughter—just two when he was sent to prison—name her anguish for her dad and her gratitude for our presence through bitter tears. Then others spoke. Family members shared the stories of Marvin Hayes, Kemen Taylor, Tobie Johnson, and Deaunteze Bobo—all innocent men behind bars in Minnesota. They represent a mere fraction of those whose freedom is sacrificed—24 hours at a time, running on for years—to support the illusion of justice in our society.

So, when we began to march along MLK Boulevard, the arc of the immoral universe that held these men seemed determined to continue its bend toward injustice. Undeterred, we held signs high as we walked: “Free Philip Vance” and signs naming the other men, too. In turns, we chanted their names and made other calls for justice. We lifted signs, words, voices against an unbending and unjust system. We were met mostly by indifference. The people in the few cars that passed either looked out with mild interest or they focused their gaze straight ahead, determined not to notice our little procession.

On the tracks (before the trains arrived).

When we reached the intersection of Park Street and University Avenue we circled again—this time spreading ourselves across Park Street … and the Green Line tracks running alongside University Avenue. Signs raised and chants continued, though at only two dozen persons we were hardly an imposing presence. But now we were standing on the arc of the moral universe itself. Drivers along University could not help but read our signs. People standing on the train platforms could not help but be curious about our cause. Cars trying to cross Park had to wait or turn away.

On the tracks (before the trains arrived).

And then, around 1:05 pm, a pair of Green Line commuter trains headed in opposite directions approached. Some of us (I’ll admit, I was among them), shifted uneasily. Not for fear of the trains; we were in plain sight and the operators immediately slowed their trains to a stop. Rather, for fear of arrest. More bluntly, simply for fear of stepping out of line … in a universe where the lines have almost always worked to our benefit. That is, with some exceptions, those who held the tracks were mostly persons of color. Persons whose very skin set them outside the lines already. And persons whose kin were behind bars. And those of us who shifted slowly off the tracks, we were mostly those whose (white) lives would go on with privilege intact at days’ end.

I don’t mean to dismiss our presence. Our signs remained high. Our presence remained a palpable witness to the dozen whose bodies held the tracks. But these others, they seemed to carry more deeply in their gut an anguished longing for justice and the piercing knowledge that the arc of this moral universe doesn’t bend on its own. It bends when the weight of witness and the conviction of conscience exert so much force that it cannot help but bend in response.

And for almost fifteen minutes on Tuesday afternoon our comrades bent the train tracks of the moral universe and held the Green Line at bay.

We were, of course, an inconvenience in the afternoon of the riders. Many of whom, I imagine grew impatient; a few of whom even got off the train to yell at us. But ultimately, we delayed their day by less than one minute for every year of Philip’s life stolen by a criminal injustice system happy to lock up young black men regardless of their guilt. Around 1:20 pm, now with multiple police cars and officers on hand, we allowed the trains to resume—our goal accomplished. Every passenger stared at our “Free Philip Vance” signs as the trains carried them on into their afternoon. Okay, some glared. But one passenger had even hopped off, grabbed a ”Free Philip Vance” sign, and was holding it up in the window as the eastbound train went by. And everyone on both trains knew his name. And that he ought to be free.

One essential act of justice is helping the voices of those pushed to the margins—in Philip’s and Marvin’s and Kemen’s and Tobie’s and Bobo’s cases, the voices of those locked away—to be heard at the crossroads of public life. Next to the Capitol, along MLK Boulevard, and there on the tracks of the Green Line.

The arc of the moral universe is long, but it is not distant. It runs right through our communities. Right through our lives. Right through the places we choose to plant ourselves. By our choices we bend the arc. And Tuesday afternoon, for fifteen minutes, we bent the arc so that cries for justice and freedom could sound.

Those in our group who commandeered the tracks bent the arc with the conviction borne in their bodies. The rest of us, more timid than we may have wished, bent it ever so slightly with our nearby witness. (And maybe we bent it a bit inside ourselves, stretching the place we might choose to plant ourselves next time.)

Free Philip Vance! Free Marvin Hayes! Free Kemen Taylor! Free Tobie Johnson! Free Deaunteze Bobo! With each bend of the arc, freedom is calling. And it’s calling them—by name.

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David Weiss is a theologian, writer, poet and hymnist, doing “public theology” around climate crisis, sexuality, justice, diversity, and peace. Reach him at drw59mn@gmail.com. Read more at www.davidrweiss.com where he blogs under the theme, “Full Frontal Faith: Erring on the Edge of Honest.” Support him in writing Community Supported Theology at www.patreon.com/fullfrontalfaith.